Thinkin of goin to church

I'm at a time, where i'm lost. And things dont feel ok and I think I need a change. My computer got wiped >.< But heres an awesome mason jennings song. I'd almost forgotten about him. As I'v almost done with alot of things. But that always seems to come with this town... Or just my stupid habits.... I'm looking forward to travel again this summer. Definatly going to focus alot more on the music aspect (writing/playing etc.). And this time I'm alot better prepared. What not to waste money on is quite evident hahah Saving has never been easy though. But thats one of those things I have to work on.

And now I think I really need to get ahold of my concious.... cause its always going and going the wrong direction... I try to be like "hey, this way, its gonna be ok..." but for some reason it still wanders... and always the wrong sorta direction...

Maybe I can find that balance I had when I was young by going back to the church..... Meybe I'll try it this Sunday....God..... It's been around 10 years.... possibly half my life... we'll just have to wait and see.